Saw my cardiologist yesterday after finally getting out of the ER again…..

Cardiomyopathy, which is the weakening and thinning of heart muscles, and explaining my shitty blood pressure and low heart rate.  Was told that my anorexia is too severe for me to get medication to help boost my heartbeat.  I was told its either eat or die, and I dont have time.

I am too fucking young to die of heart failure.  Besides suicide, heart failure is the most common cause of sudden death in anorexics.

It doesn’t seem real and my ed is telling me all doctors are overreacting.

I am going to eat.

I am going to rest.

I am going to live.

I refuse to let this fucking thing win.

zombieirish:

retailavenger85:

tekillashooter:

blasianxbri:

dude-its-faris-ridhwan:

what the fuck

LMFAOOOO.

Always reblog lol

Have you guys never seen the original Starbucks logo? It’s still up at the first store in the Pike Place (which isn’t actually the first store, but shhhh)

image

YEP, THERE YOU HAVE IT

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annicron:

look at this thing i got at the airport when leaving germany
it’s a giant tic tac box filled with tiny tic tac boxes

annicron:

look at this thing i got at the airport when leaving germany

it’s a giant tic tac box filled with tiny tic tac boxes

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corrwill:

ouijasexting:

im fucking crYIN G omfg

I will NEVER not reblog this. ONE OF THE BEST SNL SKITS THEY HAVE EVER DONE!!!

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ayehandsome:

onlythroughyou:

ayehandsome:

Well Hello, Handsome

Ummm no. Why u got hairy legs bitch. No. No. This half man half woman shit is enough. I don’t fucking get y’all.

Lawd, the ignorance is strong with this one. Letting my body do what it does naturally makes me ALL woman.Thank you. 

*the ignorance is strong with this one* 
Im using that phrase any chance I get lol

ayehandsome:

onlythroughyou:

ayehandsome:

Well Hello, Handsome

Ummm no. Why u got hairy legs bitch. No. No. This half man half woman shit is enough. I don’t fucking get y’all.

Lawd, the ignorance is strong with this one. 

Letting my body do what it does naturally makes me ALL woman.
Thank you. 

*the ignorance is strong with this one* 

Im using that phrase any chance I get lol

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stunningpicture:

Apple of love

i need the thing

stunningpicture:

Apple of love

i need the thing

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cease-and-de-cis:

herbgardening:

hippie-galaxy:

This is perfect.

YES

This is also.. really perfect because in one case they’re like “No, we have no obligation to these kids, we know they’ll be killed if they go back but that’s not our problem. They don’t belong here. We don’t care what happens to them”. But then they’ll turn around and insist that a pregnant person has to sacrifice their personal well-being and BODY to carry a pregnancy to term despite the fact that it’s unwanted. They think nations should have more autonomy and rights than human beings and that’s terrifying.

cease-and-de-cis:

herbgardening:

hippie-galaxy:

This is perfect.

YES

This is also.. really perfect because in one case they’re like “No, we have no obligation to these kids, we know they’ll be killed if they go back but that’s not our problem. They don’t belong here. We don’t care what happens to them”. But then they’ll turn around and insist that a pregnant person has to sacrifice their personal well-being and BODY to carry a pregnancy to term despite the fact that it’s unwanted. They think nations should have more autonomy and rights than human beings and that’s terrifying.

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get my selfie more notes than robin thicke’s album sales

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nivalingreenhow:

when McGonagall finds out that Ginny is pregnant, and that the Weasley and Potter bloodlines will converge, she marks on her calender the day the child will turn 11 and that is the day she retires 

hahahahaah McGonagall has had enough

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